As the days draw closer to October 11, I find myself unraveling little bits at a time. I thought I totally had this under control considering it was all his fault, and I needed to do what was right for me. Yet, I still find myself missing him and what we used to have.
I was so independent before I met him and I have to find that inside of me once again. I haven't been sleeping all too well, but I'll live with that for right now. I think that once "the day" passes I will be able to regain some sort of normalcy. But who even knows what normalcy is anymore?
I do see the silver lining out there somewhere and can't wait for the day when I can breathe easy.
"Believe" is the word that I'm living by today.
